IM BACK!

Oh ya i forgotten to tell you about something really happy this week. Not that you are very eager to know lol. Just layan a bit la. I went New Zealand Natural on Tuesday and took 8 scoops of ice cream FOR 15 bucks!!!! =D

They were having this promotion thingy for those born in the year 87, 88, 89, 90, 91 (i.e. the young ones muahahaha). Can get a free scoop of ice cream and buy the large 3 scoops one for 50%! Wooo. Only for this week thou.

Note that i only tell you now. The last day. HAHA

Also note that i didnt tell you it's only from 5-8pm. HAHA

Why i can imagine kui san shaking her head saying "this girl syok sendiri" as she read this. haha HI SAN! You still haven't bring me to sunway to shop :(

You better not read.

First bodoh incident:

Confirm fail physics mocks.

Second bodoh incident:

Went to cineleisure for zara warehouse sale and find the queue to be super long. San, rei, darsh and me decided not to q to enter and cram with other girls. Got guys join in the q some more. Ish.

Third bodoh incident:

Okay. This is the worst. We went shopping a little bit around Ikano. I just finish trying t-shirts in the fitting room, brought in a pair of yellow shorts and at last didnt try also- lazy. When i came out, i realised eh why my pants so loose one. And then when i looked down, OH NO my shorts is unbuttoned and unzip!! In my mind i was like OH F*CK. And i walked out of the fitting room just like that. Worse, there is a guy standing RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. WTF. I immediately turned around and look at darsh, whispered to her what happened. Damn, laughing at me like bodoh. Quickly rush in to a fitting room to button in back. And then i counted one minute before going out so that i dont have to meet that guy again. T__________T Damn bodoh. I was laughing at myself in the fitting room. I can be very funny at times that i laugh at myself. And also, obviously the guy saw what happened la T_________T Thank God that guy was not there anymore when i walked out. Phew. Counted extra 30 seconds just to be safe.

The thing is, I am used to stuff like this happening to me. Just last week in college, i open a door that i thought was the exit door (i was sms-ing) ONLY TO FIND THAT IT IS REALLY THE GUYS TOILET DOOR THAT I OPENED. Luckily no one in there peeing. Seriously. I am damn thankful for that. Imagine if i opened and someone is peeing at those stand cubicle and then someone barge in and then they turned to look! Omg.

I faster faster close back the door and then looked left and right to see if anyone saw. Lol. The thing is, the  space between the classrooms is full with students but everyone is busy doing their own stuff. HAHAHA. Wait. I haven't get to the bodoh part. THERE IS ACTUALLY REALLY NO DOOR TO THE EXIT. IT'S JUST A SPACE TO WALK OUT. 

..................................................................

Yeap. Speechless. Haha anyway, if i go on and on about my embarassing stories, i can seriously publish a book. But most of the time i forget about them, because it's too many. Only SERIOUSLY memorable ones... which you would never know. LOL.

Okay. Enough syok sendiri. I know i haven't been updating much, malas la.... hehe.

FTW FML WTF

You know before i knew what FTW really stands for, i thought it stands for FUCK THE WORLD.

Yeah i know, so emo LOL.

 I only knew that it is really For the Win when i started seeing so many people using it along with happy lines. Like 'boots FTW'. boots fuck the world? O.o So one day, when too many people are using it, i asked CY. 

Eh what FTW stands for ar.

For the win lah bodoh. 

Huh? O.o What is that

LOL

=.='

Major slap on forehead. Anyway, i think the phrase Fuck The World sounds better than For The Win! I used it today! And it is not vulgar at all. It is like a secret phrase for myself.

Hmm. A lot of things happened this past week. Things that are FML material. My college friends already knew what happened. San rei dini, i will tell you all the next time we catch up kay.

The only thing is, will i have more people clicking "i agree, your life is f***ed" OR "you deserved that one"?

=S

You know how when you read FML, you cannot help but to laugh out loud. The stories are so WTF you cannot help to laugh. For example, there is this guy who had spent a few hundred dollars to flew from USA to surprise his girlfriend who is on a conference in NZ. But upon arriving at the airport, he got a message from his girlfriend breaking up with him. I dunno about you, but i laughed.

But then when YOU are actually the one writing the posts, and these stuff are really happening to you. It is really not funny at all. 

Not a single bit.

I dunno about you. But i find reading the news funny too. The war. The guy who came home drunk and killed his breadwinner wife for not having sex with him, and then proceeded to have sex with her dead body. Okay. That is sick.

Seriously. Not that any of these news are funny. It is depressing. I just find humans really weird. From this i quote Mr. Lim "Do all the funny funny thing."

I also find it amusing how at different parts of the world, a totally different situation is happening. At Africa, a 4 year old is slowly dying of poverty. Then at LA, a teenage girl just bought a 5000 dollar dress. And at another part, some country is fighting another country due to a disagreement over some issue.

Anyway i told myself long ago, face it, life is like that. For me, i just accept it because there is not much i could do anyway. I am not Obama or something. What i can only do is to live my life the way i want.

On a much lighter note, i found a really suitable emoticon for Mr. Lim!!

 

Wanna take a guess this is which favourite phrase of his? LOL

I cried yesterday

Seriously.

When Megan is eliminated from American Idol. 

T_______T

She is my favourite ok.

Damn like her quirkyness and unique singing voice and style.

And she is so pretty (L)

I also just found out yesterday that she got baby already. =( At the end of the show, she shouted out "baby, im coming home!", tearing a little.

So touching right *sniffs. How can i not know that she has a baby already!

'Like helloow, i am her biggest fan'

Some youtube people say it was inappropriate that she do all those funny expressions in the show. But she was just being herself! The quirky cute Megan. The contestants so sad that she's leaving too. Everyone loves her! *defensive.

Anyway Megan, i love you! =D bodoh american idol.

Here is her singing Put your Records on. My favourite performance. She looks a bit like Reese Witherspoon dont you think. But i feel megan prettier =D

I will miss her! Hopefully someone will sign her up so her fans (like me) can still listen to her.

PS: Kiki is sick! She keep on shitting liquid and vomitting. I dunno why. Shouldnt be food poisoning. Feed her dog food only. Bringing her to vet now. =/

IM ALIVE!

Oh God. Finally i am online. I feel so disconnected from the outside world throughout this past week of being offline. I have tonnes of work to do so all my time is spent with going to college, cy, friends, homework, study. Amusing how i still sleep more than 8 hours a day and still feel really sleepy. 

Sleep too much.

Anyway, i did a psychology test yesterday to test whether my character is more masculine or feminine. And i am leaning more towards the feminine side. Yay! I dont see why someone should be upset about it if their test scores prove that they are more feminine. So what? Even more if you're a girl. If you're upset, it means you have the mindset that being feminine is weaker than masculine. So demeaning right. Actually nothing what, it just actually means that your character is more feminine lah. Each have their own characters and traits.

Hmm..i think i didnt blog for too long. I dont even know what to blog now. I write more often in my diary because i am personal like that! haha.

Actually got. My sister's bf bought a toy poodle puppy!

!!!!

My first expression was like this =O

Then =)

Then =S

Then =D 

Haha. In detailed, i am shocked because it is so out of nowhere. I was doing my homework like a good girl (lol) and then my sis came back and stand beside me with a senyum kambing. My back was facing my outside sliding door so i had no idea she brought back a puppy until my mum came out looking like =D and said teddy lei jor!! haha. means teddy is here btw. Then i turned expecting to see the ghost of teddy or something, and it's really her. A mini her standing at the door. =)

And then the cage is cleaned, and everything is reverted to a dog friendly house again. I am quite not ready yet. Need time to take in okay. So weird. Just the day before, i was missing teddy damn alot and was feeling really sad of her death and swelled up. =/ Hmm. Like it's all planned out huh.

Anyway, i should be HAPPY! =D She is really small and cute. She dont walk one. Hop around like bunny one. Damn funny watching her. She so excited. I have a feeling she is more active than Teddy lol.

Hmm and i brought her to the vet yesterday. Feel damn mixed inside when i told the vet it is a new puppy. Not that the vet said anything but i feel so self concious. =( Hmm. Whatever. I stand on my ground. It is not like we think that a dog's life is not precious. Of course it is. Teddy is a part of our family, of our lives. We're sad and angry of ourselves too and we know it was our fault for not being careful enough. =( But it doesn't mean we just play play simply simply. We're giving our love. We still can have another dog and love her as much equally. So i stand on my ground.

Anyway her name is Kiki! Other names for auction before this is Camry (my mum suggestion lol), milky, sandy, gucci (LOL), and bunny. Her colour is off white. Abit creamy and have patches of darker colour at the body and head. Pictures when i can take a good picture of her! She keeps moving around lol.

Till next time. Hello mathz....Integrating trigonometry!!!!! 

FYI

I DID NOT MAKE OUT IN DESA PARK CITY ON THURSDAY OK. 

BODOH JOEL -.- lol

No time to update. Be right back.

PS FYFurtherI: I was doing homework with CY in CoffeeBean la if you really wanna know. =)

Lee's outs

Yeap my result are out! woo 20A1s!!!!! =D

Haha yeah a-level results are out babe. One day after SPM, last Friday. 4Bs 3As for 7 papers. =( Not good but kinda expected already. I was disappointed of my Chemistry 2. I resit that paper and got lower. Wtf T_T felt so guilty. Haih. But that aside im glad for my physics. Not great but good enough for me. =)

And also my maths got both Bs =( My fault cuz i underestimated maths and concentrated on science subjects. Dai sei. And for my uni, i NEED to get A for maths to enter O_O Feel like an asshole now.

So, i had decided to resit two papers of maths only. Thats all.

Doesnt matter if my chemistry get B, well i aiming for B at least because thats what i need to get in T_T shit im so scared i cant. Concentrate on Maths and tryy to get A for physics.

Kay, me aside. CONGRATS if you're happy with your good results! =D And if you're sad, let's emo nemo elmo together kay. Dont worry, it's just a levels only ma. =)

Sims!

Sorry for the lack of update! My connection has been really sucky =( i think it is because of the stupid thunder.

It also woke me up this evening. Damn loud. But nevermind, because got american idol =D

I turned on the tv, nothing came out but got sound. Waited, still blank  -.-  But still, i continued to watch it. I mean hear LOL. And staring stupidly to the blank tv. Because im a stoner like that. Dont dare to touch the wire. Scared kena sot. So i just stone there. Is this how it feels to be blind? Darkness all the time. Just stone O_O so cham.

Then my dad came back. Cannot fix the tv =( say inside the wire sot jor. =S Thank god now can online already. I was wondering if cannot online, and cannnot watch tv, WHAT AM I GONNA DO~~ 

Anyway, i had been really sad lately =( Haih.

Life sucks. Anyway, i dont wanna whine. Not in this blog.

I'll just show you some stuff i do today.

In The Sims LOL

Made snow angels!! =D so fun!! 2nd picture a bit retarded because i finish doing already. Was just about to get up from the snow. Hmm. How i take this picture ar. Helicopter took for me. 

And then i decided i should do a snowman too! Since the snow is quite thick. If you're wondering why i am wearing like this in winter is because i just got back from work. I am a jazzercise instructor yo! LOL. The new sims is so fun. They have all sorts of career. I am in the dance career line =D 

DONE! Pose and take picture with the snowman. Goofy moose ears pose.

Another pose.
And another. LOL. Sims also can camwhore wtf.

My sister's house next door. Ishh. Got playground and cristmas trees. Ishh richh

Anyway, so nice lah =( why malaysia no snow. =S weather change now right. Pleeease snow in Malaysia =(

And oh ya, MY RESULTS COMING OUT TOMORROW! O_O *swallows saliva* 

Talking about exams and all, my class have a special physics test today. Damn hard T_T 

Anyway, whatever lah. =/ Ish. Bye.

Cheesecake

Im really hungry now T_T

Im craving for all sorts of food right now. Cheesecake =D, bak kut teh, mango, nissin cup, argh..

HUNGRYYY

Been craving to eat bak kut teh for days, but there is a stupid jam now at kepong =( So not today again =(

Haih i know this is damn random but i am super hungry! OMG i just realised i haven't eaten ice cream for quite long already, been more than 3 weeks. New record O.o

Hmm i am feeling more hungry as i type this post -_-

Anyway, last Saturday i had a replacement class for Physics practical. So after class, we one big bunch of collegemates went to eat dim sum in DJ =D

Dimsum dimsum!! i wanna eat that now too lol.

It was a damn filling one. I keep taking and taking those dimsums to eat. Feel so glutton and malu cause there were a lot of guys there. I think i eat more than some of them. Seriously LOL. Yeah i love dimsum =D haha

And monday after class my college friends and i went for karaoke =D Super good deal. RM 11, the 5 of us i.e. debbie, kelly, jean, annona, and i sang/sung/sing for FOUR hours! Including set lunch, a drink, and a mini-buffet =DD At red box gardens, Happy hour from 11-2, students' special. 

Free commercial ish.

Anyway, it was really fun. We should go again =D four hours was still not enough for me. Haha i love to sing. If only the singing was good =( LOL.

Food aside, i am also craving for books! I had made it a habit now to read a few chapters of a storybook before going to sleep =) Hopefully, the habit will stay. I cant wait for the MPH warehouse sales! I only buy my books during the warehouse sale haha. And then the supply of books will last me about one year =D Sometimes more than one year, because i still have books i haven't read from last year =S

Okay mum calling already, DINNER TIME! =D

EDIT: I HAD BAK KUT TEH! 

When we grow up

Setelah sekian lama, im back~! Been quite busy lately with homeworks and personal essays =( Hmm i got a question! Would you rather be super busy until you dunno who are you or super duper free until you would consider to do anything in the world.

Tough question right. 

Lately i feel like everyone is growing old really fast. It is starting to sink in that my parents, they're growing older. My mum has been telling me things like 'dont get a bf so fast lah, enjoy life, bla bla..' haha (i agree with her btw). And also they have been mumbling to me about alot of other things. I am quite scared that i would be lonely and boring when im old. Hopefully, i will have a family to grow old with and all my friends with me =)

I can imagine all the four of us(dini, rei, san, me) playing mahjung haha. But i only know how to play 3 people type one. Hmm we take turns ok. On a different note, i already think of a few names for my future kids LOL. Think together with kui san xD. Eh i realised i almost every post also mentioned kui san's name lor. Why ar. I think cuz we always do stupid stuff together. Partner in stupidity. haha. Not saying she's stupid. I mean we always come out with stupid stuff to do. 

And my friends too. We're growing up into becoming...young adults =S (yer i still wanna be teenager T_T). Our pre-u will soon be over and everyone would be scattered everywhere =( Some things will certainly change. But i hope character wise, we will still be the same people 10 years from now, 20 years from now, 30 years from now,..... =)

But some things will NEVER change.

Friendship =) B-F-F! lol

And my big button nose hahaha. T_T

Cute right...i know! xD

A voice of reason

Sometimes i get so frustrated with life..i just feel like dying. Like a peaceful sleep. Not a care for anything in the world.

Everyone feels that way sometimes. If you do that, the people dear to you would be sad.

Hmm..before someone dies, they dont think about leaving their wealth, career, food, etc. They think about leaving the people that truly matter to them. People that they care. =(

I had a conversation with someone. She certainly clicked something in my head. It made me realise that the people close to you is all that really matters in life. 

Let this be a reminder to all of us, when we get too caught up in life's outer plastic shell, also when we often get frustrated with things in life that did not work out our way. Life is really just simple. It is only made complicated by the greedy and curious minds of men.

Life is really just all about being with your loved ones, and going through ups and downs together =)

The conversation is with Myself. It took place in my head, one night when i got reallyyyy frustrated with a lot of things.

Eyeeeee not haihhhhh

Hey people! Happy belated valentine's day. Nah give you a rose @---

Mine was spent doing chemistry homework -.- Practically, i didnt really do anything because out of 18 questions i only did........one. xD. Then i ate dimsum for supper! =D. That was random.

Today was a lovely Sunday =). Instead of going to my aunt's house again, i had an outing with dar, dini, and san aka SS xD (sorry inside joke =P). Went to watch pink panther 2, i dont find it funny lah, boring in fact (sorry to whoever who likes it hehe).

And i also got my eyebrows done!! I am super happy with it =D. Turned out like how i imagined my pair of dream brows to be ='). Quite pain but it is worth it (L). haha at one point i feel like calling the professional pluckist(?) to stop and take a break but i buat buat cool aje and continued xD. It was very quick thou. Haih you know i am very obsessed of people's brows wan. I will keep on oogling at it if its nice lol. And if its not nice (in the conventional way lah), i wont say anything also lah cuz mine was ugly too. But noww, i can snicker silently in my heart xD. Why am i like this T__T. And oo i didnt know there were so many styles of brazillian waxing. Got teardrop shape and dunno what hollywood style. Maybe do star shape haha.

Then after that, we had steamboat at Menjalara. I love steamboat! Ordered my favourite seafood tofu =D. This time they didn't count wrong our bill =( so sad. The last time they totally counted wrong and only charged us around 8 bucks per person. So we sengaja go to the same shop again in hopes of conning them xD

Dayumm.

Haih i am in dilemma now. Should i do chemistry homework (T_T)? Or just laze around and continue to admire my eyebrows in the mirror????

....................................................the answer is obvious haha

Sometimes, a misunderstanding can be interesting =)

Actually what i really meant today is that it is Friday the 13th, an unlucky day, so you should be careful while driving ;)

Miss u miss u

AT LAST it's thur-ur-urrrsday. Waking up everyday at 7 am drains the soul out of humans. Now no more teddy greeting us in the mornings =(. College has been the same so far. Two news: one good, and one bad.

Bad: My grouping changed =( from a day off on Friday to no day offs on Friday. How sad =((

Good: My grouping changed =) more familiar faces and friends in this grouping =)

Always two sides of things. Anyway, last tuesday, something really random happened. Some wacko guy distributed 'invites' to his birthday party to girls. It goes something like this:

sweetheart/ cutie/ lady

i hate guys..they are jerks..

come to my party..all girls..

countdown my birthday..

come in your party clothes..poolside party..

peninsular hotel..10th floor (WTF!)

fuck 9-5 jobs..fuck dunnowat

Damn random -___-. Got people so free wan. Hmm i wonder if anyone would go. Sounds like a sex party.

______________________

Haih, i miss teddy alot =((. Everyone in my family is missing her like crazy. That day my dad said he is very not used to eating now because teddy is not here to share food with him. Truth is, whenever we eat whatever at our dining table, teddy will be standing up and putting her hands on our thigh and look us in the eye like this:

Believe me. She's cuter than that. And my dad will beh tahan and give her lotsa human food. And i always nag him =(. Now wanna give also no chance already =((

The same thing goes too when i am studying in the living room. She will come outside to the living room, fetching her tennis ball, and then put in at my chair. Standing like just now i said too. =) she's the one who will accompany me in the living room when i study.   

Then whenever she walk, her butt will sway to left and right. Seriously damn cute wan xD. It goes with the sound effect 'tutt tutt tutt tutt'. And she have this scarf that she likes to wear, she looks really pretty in it (L).

I am not bragging when i say teddy is the cutest dog in the world =) because she really is...

Sorry teddy =((

Teddy, please visit me in my dreams so i can play with you again ='(. Im not asking for everyday, once a while also i very happy already =)

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More cute pictures with horny from a very belated cny dinner. Those of you that dunno who horny is, he is my cute cousin baby a.k.a. Ong Tze Honn (lam zi hon tai jeong fu haha) [it means macho btw]. Yeap cousin baby T_T. That means when he's 16, im gonna be 32 wtf.

Pan cute betul.

This is not horny but my dad singing. haha say hello to papa.

Then horny wanna sing too. Choosing song lol.

'Im the best singer in the world!' *clap clap. 

Btw, im the one who taught horny how to clap!! haha =D *proud.

**Shit i bit my gum twice when chewing gum T__T damn pain. 

That aside, i really gtg mm mm nowww. Coming out already lol. Disgusto

OOSH

Helloo im back here again! Feel like blogging so layan a bit lah, before abandoning it again for dunno how long. (Blog: T____T)

Today i went to mid valley for a movie date! Waa been a while since i actually went out on a one-on-one date with someone i love. We watched Look For a Star starred by Andy Lau and Shu Qi (L)-[MSN heart emoticon]. I know its another predictable-love story-movie. But i like! My kind of moooovie. And quite tear inducing too. Even my mum cried haha. Touching (L). Emotional at some parts (L). Yeah, im mushy like that (L)(L)(L) lol. 

I hate this movie at the same time too. For its fairytale-like story. Makes me all dreamy wan. Berkhayal-khayal fikir yang bukan-bukan xD. Haha changing topic, i saw a really nice discounted black dress in MNG. Tried it on, and its really nice lah. Had a hard time trying to zip though xD. Just right fitting only. If fat abit cannot wear already. So didn't buy also..forr i fearr of getting fatter =( Kinda regret, i think i am gonna go back to the store and buy!! OOSH SEMANGAT! 

Hmm but even if i buy, i got no chance to wear such a nice dress also. Not like im going anywhere fancayy to eat or get invited by rich people to some exclusive parties and all. Watch too much gossip girl haha. Buttttt im still gonna buy it! i dont care OOSH! Im gonna wear it to....some restaurant in the curve. Thats the fanciest place i ever go to before -.- haha. 

Haih actually, let me tell you a secret. I never..watched a movie in cathay cineplex before.

T_____________T. I dunno why also lah. I lived nearby there some more. Not really near, but you know. Can drive lah 15 minutes. Haih feeling so kampung. 'Bagai rusa di dalam kampung'. Something like that haha. Not bad peribahasa ^_^ A+

Err..im running out of crap to babble about. Feeling abit hungry too. So hasta la vista babeh! (Thx Shawn ^_^)

Aiyooooooo

Why oh why is family guy so WTF and FUNNY and random! xDDD. I wanna meet the writers. Must be really funny people!

Bali babi lazy baby

Edit: Long post ahead. So you might as well just dont read. Nolah, dont T_T. At least scroll the pictures la. I spent quite long uploading the pictures ok T__T. And then when you see the pictures just read the words in between!

Im baaack from Bali babeh! Hehe actually i've been back since Tuesday but i cant be bothered to blog until now. Too lazy for words. 

We stayed in Hard Rock hotel, at Kuta kuta kuta hey! Beach. The hotel is very nice =)

The rock(?) guitars that lined the hallway, and my uncle and mum. There were different themes to the rooms i.e. psychedlic, rock 'n roll, andd....i forgot. Got more lah. haha. We stayed in psychedelic. Got pink walls!

The bath tub. Only used once =( Aunty mary (bloody mary geddit geddit?!) visit me so i cannot use it T_T. Usually when i go holidays, one of my favourite things to do is..to chill in the bath tub..and never wanna get up. (haha lamo. But it rhymes ^_^)

Beatles potrait in our room. They is psychedelic meh? Not rock or something meh. Anyway what is psychedelic? haha. I also dont know. Dont even know if i spelt it correctly. Too lazy to google.

Err actually i cant really remember what i did in Day 1 O.O. So i will just fast forward to Day 2 lol.

*cues fast forward music

DAY 2

Ate at Dulan Cafe. Nice! Haha actually its dunlang. At err.. legging street (?) something like that. That's what it sounds like. haha. Bali's food quite nice. And also i tried babi guling at Ibu Iko! Wa im amazed i still remembered the name lol. Quite nice too. I thought it is like a roast pork. But it is actually just pork, veggie, and rice. 

And then we went to some gunung (forgot what izzit called again T_T i have alzheimer) to take pictures..and then once we reached there, get swarmed by village people asking us to buy stuff. Anyway, they quite de farn. Keep on asking us to buy stuff. Ask once enough lor, ask so many times. Haih. But quite cham also lah, very poor. Bali is so ironic. Its either you've very poor, or very rich. 

Dont want to buy but at last also forced until my mum bought 3 bracelets..that i already have a few of the same style at home -.-. Now i know why everytime my mum go Bali also she will buy back these bracelets one. 

My mum, sis, me, aunt, uncle.

Dad acting cool. As usual -_-

Then suddenly suddenly all my troubles seem so faraway, there were cute puppies out of nowhere! So cute!! 

Then after taking pictures, we go back down the hills~. And went to another hill wth. The hills~ Why got so many hills in Bali wan. You know when Day 1 right, when the aeroplane going to reach Bali already, then i saw from the window got a lot of houses and buildings. Then i was shocked. I thought Bali like just one small island with white sandy beach and a few resorts only and that no one lived there but only tourists and locals who do tourisy business, like redang. Wtf! Rupa-rupanya its damn big (surprise surprise -0-). And got mountains and alot other stuff, and locals everywhere living here and there. ....Shit i feel so bimbo. T______________T

Anyway, this time i remember what this place is called! Tanah Lot! *clap. Weird name hor. It is a sacred place for praying. Most of the Bali people are Hindus, so it is a Hindu temple gua. A very beautiful pictureish place. So nice, until need to pay to go into the place what is this. 

Can you see the bracelet haha. Me, my sis, and my aunt wearing.

And then we went to watch sunset, apparently. Lol never saw any cuz it was a cloudy day. It actually rained four days when i was there -_-. But it is great for me. Rainy = no sun = not getting darker. =DDDDD

Our view from the place we sitting =D. First time eating by the beachside O.O. Feel so high class wth. haha. Then later when i use hands and eat the crab chou chou lou lou, gone already all classiness. haha. Hmm and quite romantic too. This place is called..........?i give up T_T.

Day 3 didnt do much. Just hang around the hotel pool and camwhored and did some shopping. I forgot to take some pictures of the pools there. Crazy, they got at least 4 pools i think. Beach pool, chill out pool, and dunno what pool. And it's quite deep! 1.6 M! I need to tip-toe only i can see outside. That also i have to twist my neck 90 degrees with half of my face in the pool wth. Luckily got one area that is not so deep. Haih, only care for gwailous. What if..kui san wanna swim. Haha joking dear =3

Eat them. Haih i seriously hate ants lah. They eat every single thing on our dining table. Crazy wan. Put biscuit in sealed tupperware on table also can go in. Milo also go in. Anyway, why they wanna walk so long and go into the milo cup? Must be few kms for them right? And then go into the milo and drown themselves commit suicide. Seriously. What is wrong with ants? I thought they stay away from humans' territory wan. Like in a bug's life or ants' story. 

Bought this white dress from Bali. Guess how much? Jeng jeng........RM 7!

And yeaaaaaaa, Indonesia has cheese flavour hello panda!! So nice. Malaysia only got 2 flavours what is this T_T. Strawberry also i dont like wan. And then they also got another peanut butter flavour some more. But my aunt ter-took the peanut butter flavour with her jor. Then i malu wanna ask back >.<. 

AND nissin cup is only.......jeng jeng 60 CENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg super regret didnt buy one whole box back. Got mince meat some more wan T_T. Haih.

Ok. Bali Babi post abruptly ends here.

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Omg its Friday. College starts next Tuesday T_____T. No no no no~~ I still have a lot of things to do. That is sleep, sleep, sleep, laze, and sleepppp. I dont want to do all the homework and go through all the stuff again. I am so still in the laze mode =(

And when college starts, im gonna be alone at home always again. Usually got teddy teman me =(. Hmm my plan is to stayback in library and do homework! Orrrrrrrr i could sleep at home until 6 when the rest comes back. hehe. 

Ohya i watch Ip Man yesterday! Soooo nice! Aiyo i need new adjectives seriously T_T. But i dont usually say anything like chun or awesome or cool or..i dunno. Usually i just say..nice =(. Anyway, if you havent watch it, go watch! So...........yeng!! Haha ok! i can use yeng =D. Anyway at the end there, i thought he die jor, cheh didnt also. Wasted my tears.

haih actually are you still reading ar. Am i babbling again as usual =(

Sienz. Boringz. Bodohz. Lazyzz. Wtz. Zzzzz. Crapz. =(zzz. Byezzzzzz

Edit: Omg i just found out my due date to register for June exam is 27th February. Whatttttt?!!!!! 2nd semester result only gonna be out in March, so how to know which subjects should i retake?!! T__T. I have a few unsure papers. If dont retake, scared cannot secure A/B for university. But what if i retake, then will waste money and time T____T. That also not sure whether can score higher marks or not. T___T. Stupid Help. Ngak yan wan.

How life sux without you

I think i had calmed myself enough to write this post. It was sudden, unexpected, shocking. It was quick, too quick. It was tragic. It was very, very sad. I cannot describe how i felt at that time. But it happened: Teddy got hit by a car on 24th Jan, and passed away. Our carelessness =(((

I am sorry teddy. I hate the word sorry. It is so helpless.

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I want to live the memories i had with teddy, and also my family. It seems quite impossible now, but i am afraid one day i would forget about her =(. For sadly, she only had less than 1 

year with us. A year full of wonderful, happy memories. Too soon, too young to die. And also, i want people who didnt have a chance to know her personally, to know more about her.

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Teddy is a very active girl

She likes to play with ball, especially rubbery ones. And she likes to jump here and there. She once jumped up a tv table, which is like at my waist and about 2.5 times her height, just to get a ball. She have no fear of heights. She likes to experiment new places, often standing up to get a better view of what's on a table, and such. She knows how to play fetch naturally, we didn't even train her. Too active in fact that she cannot stay still in our arms. And first time visiters often says she's too kua cheong in the way she greet people, jumping here and there. She likes running up and down, even when she tercungap cungap, she will still insist us to throw the ball for her to fetch and play. And she runs reallyy fast. That cost her life =(

Teddy is a veryyyy pretty girl

You would know this yourself if you had seen her or my phone/ facebook. She's not vain at all, in fact, she dont even look at herself when she is in front of the mirror. She hates grooming, and also us combing her hair. Au natural is the best for her. She is naturally beautiful, inside out. She is always photogenic, and seem to be smiling in pictures even if she is not.

Teddy is an anti social

Among dogs that is. She prefers human company. She is veryy affectionate with humans. Everyone would be happy when they see the way she greets them. I know every dog does this, but no one is like teddy, i swear. Especially when she wags her short tail. It is very cute. And she really does seem to be too overly excited. And for quite long too, about 5 minutes. She loves everyone, even strangers. And vice versa of course. She loves company. She cannot stand loneliness, she'll cry when she's alone. Teddy, i hope you're in a company full of humans who loves you. She really touches the hearts of everyone close to her. And teddy loves us to bits. We love you too.

Teddy is very manja

She loves her backrubs. She beg for us to bring her out, to let her follow us, wherever we're going. She loves attention. And she always french kiss us. But smartly, she wouldnt kacau babies, or the elder.

Teddy is very cheerful

She is always happy. Teddy brought the happiness to the house. Having teddy increase my happiness level twice. Everytime i go home, i will always see teddy standing by the door, greeting me with her happy face, and wagging her tail affectionately. And she always seem so eager to have us. She is also very happy with the littlest simplest things. Things we often overlook. Like eating ice-cream, going out kai kai with family, going out for a walk in the park, having a new toy. Everyone feel her abscence throughout the house when she is gone. And she always amuse us with her cute actions.

I MISS YOU TEDDY. I love you.

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I now dont cry anymore when i think of teddy or when i look at her pictures, although i am still sad. Even when i blog about this. Honestly, i dunno whether it is a good thing or a bad thing =(. Seem like too fast. But i know it is thanks to you guys, who are there 

for me when i am going through this =). If not, i dunno how long would i take to heal. I would definitely still be crying =(

I seriously miss you teddy. How i wish i could bring you back. Home is really different without you. 

I am really sorry teddy.

RIP teddy. We love you.

First!

HEY PEOPLE MY EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER T___T. Like finallayy~ Sigh but dunno why i feel nothing also. Before, i kept thinking 'Omg exam gonna end soon!!!' when it actually just started, like the first paper  -.-. Still got three weeks LOL. But now it's REALLY over =D. Im lost lah, dunno what to do now. But it is a good lost!

Anyway, i screwed up my chemistry paper 3, the paper which im supposed to score freakin full marks T__T. Supposedly, to average an A. It was the practical paper and i terpesong the design experiment part, which carry 7 MARKS. I didn't knew that i did wrong also, confident confident aje that i was correct, until i asked Debbie why she screaming. Then only i knew we both did the same mistake T_T. Then stupid Brian laughed at us for doing such a silly mistake T___T. I DONT WANNA RETAKE LA SERIOUSLY. I cant afford to retake. It was quite silly lah, but anyway, i am gonna stop whining. It's over anyway, rightttt. 

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So this is my new address!! Deleted the old one on impulse..as usual. Anyway, if you haven't noticed, or my art skills are too damn good, i did the header myself using Microsoft Paint!! =D. Dunno how to use photoshop so poor girl like me have to use paint T_T. But quite cute kan!! =D Self-admiration is the way to go haha. I feel it looks tadika-ish. I dunno how to draw hands so i just cincai put two peace signs lol. And i dunno what to write yet in the speech bubble. Any ideas? I was thinking of  'OK WAT'. My overused phrase haha. But it will look as if im retarded if i say OK WAT, smiling when i do two peace signs LOL.

Hmm so anyway, this is the official FIRST blog post! =D *cuts red ribbon. Yay yay.

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Friends, IM FREE NOW! Ask me out everyday lol. I wanna go out to pierce my ear. The inside there one, dunno what you call it. Like Cecilia Chung. Don't drift your mind to the naked-cecilia-edison-scandal photos haha. Anyway if you haven't seen the photos, go see it! Her body damn hot lah T_T *jealous.