When we grow up

Setelah sekian lama, im back~! Been quite busy lately with homeworks and personal essays =( Hmm i got a question! Would you rather be super busy until you dunno who are you or super duper free until you would consider to do anything in the world.

Tough question right. 

Lately i feel like everyone is growing old really fast. It is starting to sink in that my parents, they're growing older. My mum has been telling me things like 'dont get a bf so fast lah, enjoy life, bla bla..' haha (i agree with her btw). And also they have been mumbling to me about alot of other things. I am quite scared that i would be lonely and boring when im old. Hopefully, i will have a family to grow old with and all my friends with me =)

I can imagine all the four of us(dini, rei, san, me) playing mahjung haha. But i only know how to play 3 people type one. Hmm we take turns ok. On a different note, i already think of a few names for my future kids LOL. Think together with kui san xD. Eh i realised i almost every post also mentioned kui san's name lor. Why ar. I think cuz we always do stupid stuff together. Partner in stupidity. haha. Not saying she's stupid. I mean we always come out with stupid stuff to do. 

And my friends too. We're growing up into becoming...young adults =S (yer i still wanna be teenager T_T). Our pre-u will soon be over and everyone would be scattered everywhere =( Some things will certainly change. But i hope character wise, we will still be the same people 10 years from now, 20 years from now, 30 years from now,..... =)

But some things will NEVER change.

Friendship =) B-F-F! lol

And my big button nose hahaha. T_T

Cute right...i know! xD

How life sux without you

I think i had calmed myself enough to write this post. It was sudden, unexpected, shocking. It was quick, too quick. It was tragic. It was very, very sad. I cannot describe how i felt at that time. But it happened: Teddy got hit by a car on 24th Jan, and passed away. Our carelessness =(((

I am sorry teddy. I hate the word sorry. It is so helpless.

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I want to live the memories i had with teddy, and also my family. It seems quite impossible now, but i am afraid one day i would forget about her =(. For sadly, she only had less than 1 

year with us. A year full of wonderful, happy memories. Too soon, too young to die. And also, i want people who didnt have a chance to know her personally, to know more about her.

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Teddy is a very active girl

She likes to play with ball, especially rubbery ones. And she likes to jump here and there. She once jumped up a tv table, which is like at my waist and about 2.5 times her height, just to get a ball. She have no fear of heights. She likes to experiment new places, often standing up to get a better view of what's on a table, and such. She knows how to play fetch naturally, we didn't even train her. Too active in fact that she cannot stay still in our arms. And first time visiters often says she's too kua cheong in the way she greet people, jumping here and there. She likes running up and down, even when she tercungap cungap, she will still insist us to throw the ball for her to fetch and play. And she runs reallyy fast. That cost her life =(

Teddy is a veryyyy pretty girl

You would know this yourself if you had seen her or my phone/ facebook. She's not vain at all, in fact, she dont even look at herself when she is in front of the mirror. She hates grooming, and also us combing her hair. Au natural is the best for her. She is naturally beautiful, inside out. She is always photogenic, and seem to be smiling in pictures even if she is not.

Teddy is an anti social

Among dogs that is. She prefers human company. She is veryy affectionate with humans. Everyone would be happy when they see the way she greets them. I know every dog does this, but no one is like teddy, i swear. Especially when she wags her short tail. It is very cute. And she really does seem to be too overly excited. And for quite long too, about 5 minutes. She loves everyone, even strangers. And vice versa of course. She loves company. She cannot stand loneliness, she'll cry when she's alone. Teddy, i hope you're in a company full of humans who loves you. She really touches the hearts of everyone close to her. And teddy loves us to bits. We love you too.

Teddy is very manja

She loves her backrubs. She beg for us to bring her out, to let her follow us, wherever we're going. She loves attention. And she always french kiss us. But smartly, she wouldnt kacau babies, or the elder.

Teddy is very cheerful

She is always happy. Teddy brought the happiness to the house. Having teddy increase my happiness level twice. Everytime i go home, i will always see teddy standing by the door, greeting me with her happy face, and wagging her tail affectionately. And she always seem so eager to have us. She is also very happy with the littlest simplest things. Things we often overlook. Like eating ice-cream, going out kai kai with family, going out for a walk in the park, having a new toy. Everyone feel her abscence throughout the house when she is gone. And she always amuse us with her cute actions.

I MISS YOU TEDDY. I love you.

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I now dont cry anymore when i think of teddy or when i look at her pictures, although i am still sad. Even when i blog about this. Honestly, i dunno whether it is a good thing or a bad thing =(. Seem like too fast. But i know it is thanks to you guys, who are there 

for me when i am going through this =). If not, i dunno how long would i take to heal. I would definitely still be crying =(

I seriously miss you teddy. How i wish i could bring you back. Home is really different without you. 

I am really sorry teddy.

RIP teddy. We love you.