FTW FML WTF

You know before i knew what FTW really stands for, i thought it stands for FUCK THE WORLD.

Yeah i know, so emo LOL.

 I only knew that it is really For the Win when i started seeing so many people using it along with happy lines. Like 'boots FTW'. boots fuck the world? O.o So one day, when too many people are using it, i asked CY. 

Eh what FTW stands for ar.

For the win lah bodoh. 

Huh? O.o What is that

LOL

=.='

Major slap on forehead. Anyway, i think the phrase Fuck The World sounds better than For The Win! I used it today! And it is not vulgar at all. It is like a secret phrase for myself.

Hmm. A lot of things happened this past week. Things that are FML material. My college friends already knew what happened. San rei dini, i will tell you all the next time we catch up kay.

The only thing is, will i have more people clicking "i agree, your life is f***ed" OR "you deserved that one"?

=S

You know how when you read FML, you cannot help but to laugh out loud. The stories are so WTF you cannot help to laugh. For example, there is this guy who had spent a few hundred dollars to flew from USA to surprise his girlfriend who is on a conference in NZ. But upon arriving at the airport, he got a message from his girlfriend breaking up with him. I dunno about you, but i laughed.

But then when YOU are actually the one writing the posts, and these stuff are really happening to you. It is really not funny at all. 

Not a single bit.

I dunno about you. But i find reading the news funny too. The war. The guy who came home drunk and killed his breadwinner wife for not having sex with him, and then proceeded to have sex with her dead body. Okay. That is sick.

Seriously. Not that any of these news are funny. It is depressing. I just find humans really weird. From this i quote Mr. Lim "Do all the funny funny thing."

I also find it amusing how at different parts of the world, a totally different situation is happening. At Africa, a 4 year old is slowly dying of poverty. Then at LA, a teenage girl just bought a 5000 dollar dress. And at another part, some country is fighting another country due to a disagreement over some issue.

Anyway i told myself long ago, face it, life is like that. For me, i just accept it because there is not much i could do anyway. I am not Obama or something. What i can only do is to live my life the way i want.

On a much lighter note, i found a really suitable emoticon for Mr. Lim!!

 

Wanna take a guess this is which favourite phrase of his? LOL

I cried yesterday

Seriously.

When Megan is eliminated from American Idol. 

T_______T

She is my favourite ok.

Damn like her quirkyness and unique singing voice and style.

And she is so pretty (L)

I also just found out yesterday that she got baby already. =( At the end of the show, she shouted out "baby, im coming home!", tearing a little.

So touching right *sniffs. How can i not know that she has a baby already!

'Like helloow, i am her biggest fan'

Some youtube people say it was inappropriate that she do all those funny expressions in the show. But she was just being herself! The quirky cute Megan. The contestants so sad that she's leaving too. Everyone loves her! *defensive.

Anyway Megan, i love you! =D bodoh american idol.

Here is her singing Put your Records on. My favourite performance. She looks a bit like Reese Witherspoon dont you think. But i feel megan prettier =D

I will miss her! Hopefully someone will sign her up so her fans (like me) can still listen to her.

PS: Kiki is sick! She keep on shitting liquid and vomitting. I dunno why. Shouldnt be food poisoning. Feed her dog food only. Bringing her to vet now. =/

IM ALIVE!

Oh God. Finally i am online. I feel so disconnected from the outside world throughout this past week of being offline. I have tonnes of work to do so all my time is spent with going to college, cy, friends, homework, study. Amusing how i still sleep more than 8 hours a day and still feel really sleepy. 

Sleep too much.

Anyway, i did a psychology test yesterday to test whether my character is more masculine or feminine. And i am leaning more towards the feminine side. Yay! I dont see why someone should be upset about it if their test scores prove that they are more feminine. So what? Even more if you're a girl. If you're upset, it means you have the mindset that being feminine is weaker than masculine. So demeaning right. Actually nothing what, it just actually means that your character is more feminine lah. Each have their own characters and traits.

Hmm..i think i didnt blog for too long. I dont even know what to blog now. I write more often in my diary because i am personal like that! haha.

Actually got. My sister's bf bought a toy poodle puppy!

!!!!

My first expression was like this =O

Then =)

Then =S

Then =D 

Haha. In detailed, i am shocked because it is so out of nowhere. I was doing my homework like a good girl (lol) and then my sis came back and stand beside me with a senyum kambing. My back was facing my outside sliding door so i had no idea she brought back a puppy until my mum came out looking like =D and said teddy lei jor!! haha. means teddy is here btw. Then i turned expecting to see the ghost of teddy or something, and it's really her. A mini her standing at the door. =)

And then the cage is cleaned, and everything is reverted to a dog friendly house again. I am quite not ready yet. Need time to take in okay. So weird. Just the day before, i was missing teddy damn alot and was feeling really sad of her death and swelled up. =/ Hmm. Like it's all planned out huh.

Anyway, i should be HAPPY! =D She is really small and cute. She dont walk one. Hop around like bunny one. Damn funny watching her. She so excited. I have a feeling she is more active than Teddy lol.

Hmm and i brought her to the vet yesterday. Feel damn mixed inside when i told the vet it is a new puppy. Not that the vet said anything but i feel so self concious. =( Hmm. Whatever. I stand on my ground. It is not like we think that a dog's life is not precious. Of course it is. Teddy is a part of our family, of our lives. We're sad and angry of ourselves too and we know it was our fault for not being careful enough. =( But it doesn't mean we just play play simply simply. We're giving our love. We still can have another dog and love her as much equally. So i stand on my ground.

Anyway her name is Kiki! Other names for auction before this is Camry (my mum suggestion lol), milky, sandy, gucci (LOL), and bunny. Her colour is off white. Abit creamy and have patches of darker colour at the body and head. Pictures when i can take a good picture of her! She keeps moving around lol.

Till next time. Hello mathz....Integrating trigonometry!!!!! 

FYI

I DID NOT MAKE OUT IN DESA PARK CITY ON THURSDAY OK. 

BODOH JOEL -.- lol

No time to update. Be right back.

PS FYFurtherI: I was doing homework with CY in CoffeeBean la if you really wanna know. =)

Lee's outs

Yeap my result are out! woo 20A1s!!!!! =D

Haha yeah a-level results are out babe. One day after SPM, last Friday. 4Bs 3As for 7 papers. =( Not good but kinda expected already. I was disappointed of my Chemistry 2. I resit that paper and got lower. Wtf T_T felt so guilty. Haih. But that aside im glad for my physics. Not great but good enough for me. =)

And also my maths got both Bs =( My fault cuz i underestimated maths and concentrated on science subjects. Dai sei. And for my uni, i NEED to get A for maths to enter O_O Feel like an asshole now.

So, i had decided to resit two papers of maths only. Thats all.

Doesnt matter if my chemistry get B, well i aiming for B at least because thats what i need to get in T_T shit im so scared i cant. Concentrate on Maths and tryy to get A for physics.

Kay, me aside. CONGRATS if you're happy with your good results! =D And if you're sad, let's emo nemo elmo together kay. Dont worry, it's just a levels only ma. =)

Sims!

Sorry for the lack of update! My connection has been really sucky =( i think it is because of the stupid thunder.

It also woke me up this evening. Damn loud. But nevermind, because got american idol =D

I turned on the tv, nothing came out but got sound. Waited, still blank  -.-  But still, i continued to watch it. I mean hear LOL. And staring stupidly to the blank tv. Because im a stoner like that. Dont dare to touch the wire. Scared kena sot. So i just stone there. Is this how it feels to be blind? Darkness all the time. Just stone O_O so cham.

Then my dad came back. Cannot fix the tv =( say inside the wire sot jor. =S Thank god now can online already. I was wondering if cannot online, and cannnot watch tv, WHAT AM I GONNA DO~~ 

Anyway, i had been really sad lately =( Haih.

Life sucks. Anyway, i dont wanna whine. Not in this blog.

I'll just show you some stuff i do today.

In The Sims LOL

Made snow angels!! =D so fun!! 2nd picture a bit retarded because i finish doing already. Was just about to get up from the snow. Hmm. How i take this picture ar. Helicopter took for me. 

And then i decided i should do a snowman too! Since the snow is quite thick. If you're wondering why i am wearing like this in winter is because i just got back from work. I am a jazzercise instructor yo! LOL. The new sims is so fun. They have all sorts of career. I am in the dance career line =D 

DONE! Pose and take picture with the snowman. Goofy moose ears pose.

Another pose.
And another. LOL. Sims also can camwhore wtf.

My sister's house next door. Ishh. Got playground and cristmas trees. Ishh richh

Anyway, so nice lah =( why malaysia no snow. =S weather change now right. Pleeease snow in Malaysia =(

And oh ya, MY RESULTS COMING OUT TOMORROW! O_O *swallows saliva* 

Talking about exams and all, my class have a special physics test today. Damn hard T_T 

Anyway, whatever lah. =/ Ish. Bye.

Cheesecake

Im really hungry now T_T

Im craving for all sorts of food right now. Cheesecake =D, bak kut teh, mango, nissin cup, argh..

HUNGRYYY

Been craving to eat bak kut teh for days, but there is a stupid jam now at kepong =( So not today again =(

Haih i know this is damn random but i am super hungry! OMG i just realised i haven't eaten ice cream for quite long already, been more than 3 weeks. New record O.o

Hmm i am feeling more hungry as i type this post -_-

Anyway, last Saturday i had a replacement class for Physics practical. So after class, we one big bunch of collegemates went to eat dim sum in DJ =D

Dimsum dimsum!! i wanna eat that now too lol.

It was a damn filling one. I keep taking and taking those dimsums to eat. Feel so glutton and malu cause there were a lot of guys there. I think i eat more than some of them. Seriously LOL. Yeah i love dimsum =D haha

And monday after class my college friends and i went for karaoke =D Super good deal. RM 11, the 5 of us i.e. debbie, kelly, jean, annona, and i sang/sung/sing for FOUR hours! Including set lunch, a drink, and a mini-buffet =DD At red box gardens, Happy hour from 11-2, students' special. 

Free commercial ish.

Anyway, it was really fun. We should go again =D four hours was still not enough for me. Haha i love to sing. If only the singing was good =( LOL.

Food aside, i am also craving for books! I had made it a habit now to read a few chapters of a storybook before going to sleep =) Hopefully, the habit will stay. I cant wait for the MPH warehouse sales! I only buy my books during the warehouse sale haha. And then the supply of books will last me about one year =D Sometimes more than one year, because i still have books i haven't read from last year =S

Okay mum calling already, DINNER TIME! =D

EDIT: I HAD BAK KUT TEH!