When we grow up

Setelah sekian lama, im back~! Been quite busy lately with homeworks and personal essays =( Hmm i got a question! Would you rather be super busy until you dunno who are you or super duper free until you would consider to do anything in the world.

Tough question right. 

Lately i feel like everyone is growing old really fast. It is starting to sink in that my parents, they're growing older. My mum has been telling me things like 'dont get a bf so fast lah, enjoy life, bla bla..' haha (i agree with her btw). And also they have been mumbling to me about alot of other things. I am quite scared that i would be lonely and boring when im old. Hopefully, i will have a family to grow old with and all my friends with me =)

I can imagine all the four of us(dini, rei, san, me) playing mahjung haha. But i only know how to play 3 people type one. Hmm we take turns ok. On a different note, i already think of a few names for my future kids LOL. Think together with kui san xD. Eh i realised i almost every post also mentioned kui san's name lor. Why ar. I think cuz we always do stupid stuff together. Partner in stupidity. haha. Not saying she's stupid. I mean we always come out with stupid stuff to do. 

And my friends too. We're growing up into becoming...young adults =S (yer i still wanna be teenager T_T). Our pre-u will soon be over and everyone would be scattered everywhere =( Some things will certainly change. But i hope character wise, we will still be the same people 10 years from now, 20 years from now, 30 years from now,..... =)

But some things will NEVER change.

Friendship =) B-F-F! lol

And my big button nose hahaha. T_T

Cute right...i know! xD

A voice of reason

Sometimes i get so frustrated with life..i just feel like dying. Like a peaceful sleep. Not a care for anything in the world.

Everyone feels that way sometimes. If you do that, the people dear to you would be sad.

Hmm..before someone dies, they dont think about leaving their wealth, career, food, etc. They think about leaving the people that truly matter to them. People that they care. =(

I had a conversation with someone. She certainly clicked something in my head. It made me realise that the people close to you is all that really matters in life. 

Let this be a reminder to all of us, when we get too caught up in life's outer plastic shell, also when we often get frustrated with things in life that did not work out our way. Life is really just simple. It is only made complicated by the greedy and curious minds of men.

Life is really just all about being with your loved ones, and going through ups and downs together =)

The conversation is with Myself. It took place in my head, one night when i got reallyyyy frustrated with a lot of things.

Eyeeeee not haihhhhh

Hey people! Happy belated valentine's day. Nah give you a rose @---

Mine was spent doing chemistry homework -.- Practically, i didnt really do anything because out of 18 questions i only did........one. xD. Then i ate dimsum for supper! =D. That was random.

Today was a lovely Sunday =). Instead of going to my aunt's house again, i had an outing with dar, dini, and san aka SS xD (sorry inside joke =P). Went to watch pink panther 2, i dont find it funny lah, boring in fact (sorry to whoever who likes it hehe).

And i also got my eyebrows done!! I am super happy with it =D. Turned out like how i imagined my pair of dream brows to be ='). Quite pain but it is worth it (L). haha at one point i feel like calling the professional pluckist(?) to stop and take a break but i buat buat cool aje and continued xD. It was very quick thou. Haih you know i am very obsessed of people's brows wan. I will keep on oogling at it if its nice lol. And if its not nice (in the conventional way lah), i wont say anything also lah cuz mine was ugly too. But noww, i can snicker silently in my heart xD. Why am i like this T__T. And oo i didnt know there were so many styles of brazillian waxing. Got teardrop shape and dunno what hollywood style. Maybe do star shape haha.

Then after that, we had steamboat at Menjalara. I love steamboat! Ordered my favourite seafood tofu =D. This time they didn't count wrong our bill =( so sad. The last time they totally counted wrong and only charged us around 8 bucks per person. So we sengaja go to the same shop again in hopes of conning them xD

Dayumm.

Haih i am in dilemma now. Should i do chemistry homework (T_T)? Or just laze around and continue to admire my eyebrows in the mirror????

....................................................the answer is obvious haha

Sometimes, a misunderstanding can be interesting =)

Actually what i really meant today is that it is Friday the 13th, an unlucky day, so you should be careful while driving ;)

Miss u miss u

AT LAST it's thur-ur-urrrsday. Waking up everyday at 7 am drains the soul out of humans. Now no more teddy greeting us in the mornings =(. College has been the same so far. Two news: one good, and one bad.

Bad: My grouping changed =( from a day off on Friday to no day offs on Friday. How sad =((

Good: My grouping changed =) more familiar faces and friends in this grouping =)

Always two sides of things. Anyway, last tuesday, something really random happened. Some wacko guy distributed 'invites' to his birthday party to girls. It goes something like this:

sweetheart/ cutie/ lady

i hate guys..they are jerks..

come to my party..all girls..

countdown my birthday..

come in your party clothes..poolside party..

peninsular hotel..10th floor (WTF!)

fuck 9-5 jobs..fuck dunnowat

Damn random -___-. Got people so free wan. Hmm i wonder if anyone would go. Sounds like a sex party.

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Haih, i miss teddy alot =((. Everyone in my family is missing her like crazy. That day my dad said he is very not used to eating now because teddy is not here to share food with him. Truth is, whenever we eat whatever at our dining table, teddy will be standing up and putting her hands on our thigh and look us in the eye like this:

Believe me. She's cuter than that. And my dad will beh tahan and give her lotsa human food. And i always nag him =(. Now wanna give also no chance already =((

The same thing goes too when i am studying in the living room. She will come outside to the living room, fetching her tennis ball, and then put in at my chair. Standing like just now i said too. =) she's the one who will accompany me in the living room when i study.   

Then whenever she walk, her butt will sway to left and right. Seriously damn cute wan xD. It goes with the sound effect 'tutt tutt tutt tutt'. And she have this scarf that she likes to wear, she looks really pretty in it (L).

I am not bragging when i say teddy is the cutest dog in the world =) because she really is...

Sorry teddy =((

Teddy, please visit me in my dreams so i can play with you again ='(. Im not asking for everyday, once a while also i very happy already =)

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More cute pictures with horny from a very belated cny dinner. Those of you that dunno who horny is, he is my cute cousin baby a.k.a. Ong Tze Honn (lam zi hon tai jeong fu haha) [it means macho btw]. Yeap cousin baby T_T. That means when he's 16, im gonna be 32 wtf.

Pan cute betul.

This is not horny but my dad singing. haha say hello to papa.

Then horny wanna sing too. Choosing song lol.

'Im the best singer in the world!' *clap clap. 

Btw, im the one who taught horny how to clap!! haha =D *proud.

**Shit i bit my gum twice when chewing gum T__T damn pain. 

That aside, i really gtg mm mm nowww. Coming out already lol. Disgusto

OOSH

Helloo im back here again! Feel like blogging so layan a bit lah, before abandoning it again for dunno how long. (Blog: T____T)

Today i went to mid valley for a movie date! Waa been a while since i actually went out on a one-on-one date with someone i love. We watched Look For a Star starred by Andy Lau and Shu Qi (L)-[MSN heart emoticon]. I know its another predictable-love story-movie. But i like! My kind of moooovie. And quite tear inducing too. Even my mum cried haha. Touching (L). Emotional at some parts (L). Yeah, im mushy like that (L)(L)(L) lol. 

I hate this movie at the same time too. For its fairytale-like story. Makes me all dreamy wan. Berkhayal-khayal fikir yang bukan-bukan xD. Haha changing topic, i saw a really nice discounted black dress in MNG. Tried it on, and its really nice lah. Had a hard time trying to zip though xD. Just right fitting only. If fat abit cannot wear already. So didn't buy also..forr i fearr of getting fatter =( Kinda regret, i think i am gonna go back to the store and buy!! OOSH SEMANGAT! 

Hmm but even if i buy, i got no chance to wear such a nice dress also. Not like im going anywhere fancayy to eat or get invited by rich people to some exclusive parties and all. Watch too much gossip girl haha. Buttttt im still gonna buy it! i dont care OOSH! Im gonna wear it to....some restaurant in the curve. Thats the fanciest place i ever go to before -.- haha. 

Haih actually, let me tell you a secret. I never..watched a movie in cathay cineplex before.

T_____________T. I dunno why also lah. I lived nearby there some more. Not really near, but you know. Can drive lah 15 minutes. Haih feeling so kampung. 'Bagai rusa di dalam kampung'. Something like that haha. Not bad peribahasa ^_^ A+

Err..im running out of crap to babble about. Feeling abit hungry too. So hasta la vista babeh! (Thx Shawn ^_^)

Aiyooooooo

Why oh why is family guy so WTF and FUNNY and random! xDDD. I wanna meet the writers. Must be really funny people!

Bali babi lazy baby

Edit: Long post ahead. So you might as well just dont read. Nolah, dont T_T. At least scroll the pictures la. I spent quite long uploading the pictures ok T__T. And then when you see the pictures just read the words in between!

Im baaack from Bali babeh! Hehe actually i've been back since Tuesday but i cant be bothered to blog until now. Too lazy for words. 

We stayed in Hard Rock hotel, at Kuta kuta kuta hey! Beach. The hotel is very nice =)

The rock(?) guitars that lined the hallway, and my uncle and mum. There were different themes to the rooms i.e. psychedlic, rock 'n roll, andd....i forgot. Got more lah. haha. We stayed in psychedelic. Got pink walls!

The bath tub. Only used once =( Aunty mary (bloody mary geddit geddit?!) visit me so i cannot use it T_T. Usually when i go holidays, one of my favourite things to do is..to chill in the bath tub..and never wanna get up. (haha lamo. But it rhymes ^_^)

Beatles potrait in our room. They is psychedelic meh? Not rock or something meh. Anyway what is psychedelic? haha. I also dont know. Dont even know if i spelt it correctly. Too lazy to google.

Err actually i cant really remember what i did in Day 1 O.O. So i will just fast forward to Day 2 lol.

*cues fast forward music

DAY 2

Ate at Dulan Cafe. Nice! Haha actually its dunlang. At err.. legging street (?) something like that. That's what it sounds like. haha. Bali's food quite nice. And also i tried babi guling at Ibu Iko! Wa im amazed i still remembered the name lol. Quite nice too. I thought it is like a roast pork. But it is actually just pork, veggie, and rice. 

And then we went to some gunung (forgot what izzit called again T_T i have alzheimer) to take pictures..and then once we reached there, get swarmed by village people asking us to buy stuff. Anyway, they quite de farn. Keep on asking us to buy stuff. Ask once enough lor, ask so many times. Haih. But quite cham also lah, very poor. Bali is so ironic. Its either you've very poor, or very rich. 

Dont want to buy but at last also forced until my mum bought 3 bracelets..that i already have a few of the same style at home -.-. Now i know why everytime my mum go Bali also she will buy back these bracelets one. 

My mum, sis, me, aunt, uncle.

Dad acting cool. As usual -_-

Then suddenly suddenly all my troubles seem so faraway, there were cute puppies out of nowhere! So cute!! 

Then after taking pictures, we go back down the hills~. And went to another hill wth. The hills~ Why got so many hills in Bali wan. You know when Day 1 right, when the aeroplane going to reach Bali already, then i saw from the window got a lot of houses and buildings. Then i was shocked. I thought Bali like just one small island with white sandy beach and a few resorts only and that no one lived there but only tourists and locals who do tourisy business, like redang. Wtf! Rupa-rupanya its damn big (surprise surprise -0-). And got mountains and alot other stuff, and locals everywhere living here and there. ....Shit i feel so bimbo. T______________T

Anyway, this time i remember what this place is called! Tanah Lot! *clap. Weird name hor. It is a sacred place for praying. Most of the Bali people are Hindus, so it is a Hindu temple gua. A very beautiful pictureish place. So nice, until need to pay to go into the place what is this. 

Can you see the bracelet haha. Me, my sis, and my aunt wearing.

And then we went to watch sunset, apparently. Lol never saw any cuz it was a cloudy day. It actually rained four days when i was there -_-. But it is great for me. Rainy = no sun = not getting darker. =DDDDD

Our view from the place we sitting =D. First time eating by the beachside O.O. Feel so high class wth. haha. Then later when i use hands and eat the crab chou chou lou lou, gone already all classiness. haha. Hmm and quite romantic too. This place is called..........?i give up T_T.

Day 3 didnt do much. Just hang around the hotel pool and camwhored and did some shopping. I forgot to take some pictures of the pools there. Crazy, they got at least 4 pools i think. Beach pool, chill out pool, and dunno what pool. And it's quite deep! 1.6 M! I need to tip-toe only i can see outside. That also i have to twist my neck 90 degrees with half of my face in the pool wth. Luckily got one area that is not so deep. Haih, only care for gwailous. What if..kui san wanna swim. Haha joking dear =3

Eat them. Haih i seriously hate ants lah. They eat every single thing on our dining table. Crazy wan. Put biscuit in sealed tupperware on table also can go in. Milo also go in. Anyway, why they wanna walk so long and go into the milo cup? Must be few kms for them right? And then go into the milo and drown themselves commit suicide. Seriously. What is wrong with ants? I thought they stay away from humans' territory wan. Like in a bug's life or ants' story. 

Bought this white dress from Bali. Guess how much? Jeng jeng........RM 7!

And yeaaaaaaa, Indonesia has cheese flavour hello panda!! So nice. Malaysia only got 2 flavours what is this T_T. Strawberry also i dont like wan. And then they also got another peanut butter flavour some more. But my aunt ter-took the peanut butter flavour with her jor. Then i malu wanna ask back >.<. 

AND nissin cup is only.......jeng jeng 60 CENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg super regret didnt buy one whole box back. Got mince meat some more wan T_T. Haih.

Ok. Bali Babi post abruptly ends here.

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Omg its Friday. College starts next Tuesday T_____T. No no no no~~ I still have a lot of things to do. That is sleep, sleep, sleep, laze, and sleepppp. I dont want to do all the homework and go through all the stuff again. I am so still in the laze mode =(

And when college starts, im gonna be alone at home always again. Usually got teddy teman me =(. Hmm my plan is to stayback in library and do homework! Orrrrrrrr i could sleep at home until 6 when the rest comes back. hehe. 

Ohya i watch Ip Man yesterday! Soooo nice! Aiyo i need new adjectives seriously T_T. But i dont usually say anything like chun or awesome or cool or..i dunno. Usually i just say..nice =(. Anyway, if you havent watch it, go watch! So...........yeng!! Haha ok! i can use yeng =D. Anyway at the end there, i thought he die jor, cheh didnt also. Wasted my tears.

haih actually are you still reading ar. Am i babbling again as usual =(

Sienz. Boringz. Bodohz. Lazyzz. Wtz. Zzzzz. Crapz. =(zzz. Byezzzzzz

Edit: Omg i just found out my due date to register for June exam is 27th February. Whatttttt?!!!!! 2nd semester result only gonna be out in March, so how to know which subjects should i retake?!! T__T. I have a few unsure papers. If dont retake, scared cannot secure A/B for university. But what if i retake, then will waste money and time T____T. That also not sure whether can score higher marks or not. T___T. Stupid Help. Ngak yan wan.